What if I'm in school for the wrong thing? What if I would make a great nurse, and have wasted so much time doing something else?
What if I hate my job?
What if I never get a job?
What if I never finished school?
Where is my summer tuition payment coming from?
....And so the spiral began. Into the deep dark hole of insecurity and uncertainty; of wanting to run away and leave everything behind; of feeling miserable about being my age and not having a definitive plan of action, or a clear course laid out.
But, instead of clamming up and losing my head, I decided to start writing... and I ended up with a poem.
Enjoy.
You wrote that! Seriously! Amazing!!
ReplyDeleteYou know....maybe you are meant to be a nurse, or a doctor or an engineer! I'm not sure I still know what I want to be and I am almost 40! I think that the path you are on is a good one...because hopefully it will allow you to do the things that nurses don't have as much time to do anymore....offer comfort, love and support to their patients.
Love you!
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